Remember all the things we wanted?

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high, It never would have worked out right, yeah

We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out,

I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road,

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then

We could feel the poison set in"Perfect"

couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

If I could turn back time.... If I could find a way.

Jag har inga pengar, ingen lust , & inget humör just nu.

Jag är bara jävligt pissed off & vill dricka mig full, själv, långt, långt bort känns det ut som just nu.  Jag orkar seriöst inte sitta i Överkalix varenda dag & inte göra någonting alls. Man sitter runt bränna, eller på torget & glor. Det är bara inte värt det. Då ligger jag istället hemma & gör ingenting. Nej, nu vill jag hitta på nå... För innan jag själv vet, så kommer det kanske sluta med att jag ligger hemma & whinar ihjäl mig. Och det skulle vara jävligt trist, en lördagkväll när man äntligen är ledig.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

"It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces."

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Nej, även det stadiet har jag passerat.. Inte ens alkoholen kan göra mig glad numera.

Ibland så kan utsidan utstråla en väldig känsla av glädje,

fast på riktigt så gråter man bara inombords......